A Year To Live

What with everyone gone, I guess next year's gonna be a lil bit lonely for me.
So Sam, Dity, Maria, Eliz, and Fonny are off to Jakarta; Astrid to Bandung; even Frankie.
Galih and Uya are gonna be in college all year.
Hmm.
Oh, I didn't say yet, but I'm taking a year off.
So I didn't get into Unud's Med Faculty.
No surprise there. No shock. Not even sadness.
A lil bit disappointing, yes.
But not overly frustrated, no.
Which is a little weird.
Frankly, I feel more sad for my canceled vacation than what people supposed as the end of my life.
Maybe I always know in my heart that this is not my destiny (LOL), not my path, that's why I'm not deadly serious about SNMPTN, considering how many times I skipped GO.
So that leaves a whole year empty for me.
Well, not that empty.
I'm planing to apply for a whole lot more scholarships.
I dunno. Korea, Australia, somewhere far.
And am still waiting for the Japan thingie.
Taking TOEFL IBT test.
Part time job?Maybe.
Basically I'm up for anything new and exciting.
New romance? Ehm, no. Thank you very much.
I don't need some guy distracting from my new chosen path.
And no, not because I'm not over 'him'.
Anyways, you know what people say :
a woman needs a man like a fish needs a bicycle.